These few days have been both good and bad.. It left me happy nor sad, instead confused. These are those times whereby i am really uncertain of my feelings...
Happy that my O levels have finished after 1 month plus.. It is a heave of sigh of relief.. cos the thinking of major exams is irritating me.. leaving me exhausted and afraid that i will not do well when the results comes out next year at Jan.. "SIGH"... As i always say if there are problems occuring. However, now that my exams are finally over, i can really relax and keep myself very free for a long time.
I also went to Zi kang's cross country bbg party.. Met Wei Qiang and others @ BB mrt there.. Then went to Zi Kang's house to play.. Then we have bbq party and we even play pushing people into the swimming pool.. Haha.. So fun la!! I myself even got pushed into the pool lo.. ;p But it was so fun la.. Gerry gave me a farewell present.. Love ya Gerry!! Will miss u alot.. Miss the others as well.. but i will come back visit all of u de.. Haha.. Love u all!!
During the 4th of nov is Silvia nu er's bdae.. Here to wish her a HAPPY VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! LOVE YA SO MUCH!! But... i was unable to spend time with her during her bdae, as i was having cold war just before her bdae, so can't go out. But really wanna go for her celebration sia.. They went to KBOX @ Orchard Road Cineleisure... Wished that i was there.. Haha..
Tmr is also my Prom night, the day that many have spent soo much time preparing... So this is it!! Today i spent time with dear and Ting @ Orchard road to buy clutch and heels, while Ting bought the necklace she wants. We shopped for more than 3 hours at Far East and Cineleisure.. so dear was rather tired and pissed that we wasted so much time for accessories..Lol..Bought the things we wanted, so was rather satisfied. i spent alot on all these ridiculous things.. but as tmr is the special day, so no choice.. haha!!
However, the thing that saddened me most was the death of my grandfather. He passed away just 2 days after my O levels have just finished.. It left me shocked and sad.. As my grandfather was close to me.. He was the one who gave me continuous encouragements on both my cca and studies.. I was so gravely saddened that i cried when i saw his body.. However, after one day of crying.. i realised that my grandfather is in heaven with God.. So i was not very sad but felt happy that he is safe and sound with Jesus Christ.. We had a funeral for 4 days, and in the end we cremated him @ mandai.. I will miss my YeYe alot.. And he will always remember him forever in our hearts.. I love you YeYe.. Hope you will be happy with God.
At 14 November was my anniversary with dear.. However, as i was mourning for my YeYe, and we were preparing for funeral, thus we did not celebrate the special day together.. But dear was understanding so he spent the day with his friends.. yeah. So here to say HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY DEAR PRECIOUS!! LOVE YOU FOREVER!! Thanks for being with me for the past 9 months, accepting my selfish and demanding ways.. Love ya soo much! Muacks!
Thus, there are many many heartfelt feelings inside me for these few weeks of absence.. It felt very uncomfortable and confused.. At first i was reluctant to go for Prom, but after that, i still went.. YeYe, hope u will forgive me.. i really am very sorry for not mourning for you and go to prom instead.. But i still love you alot.
Now i know that i must try to treasure the times i spend with my family members.. And to be more understanding towards them.. treasure the things you have now, or else you will regret it when you lose it..
Well, thats all for today! See ya next time!
BYEBYE!!^^
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